Who is with me?
I’m afraid I’ll run out of youth and I won’t know this problem.
……
I went back to the hotel like a walking corpse, and my mood fluctuated like a psychopath. I smelled the slightest smell of Zhong Yi floating in this room, and I was furious like smelling poison. I threw things everywhere, and the dressing table, bed and clothes were slammed by me, but the smell was not eliminated, but it became stronger and heavier, and it filled the whole room like a bone-eating maggot.
It’s all Zhongyi taste.
I am tearing my eyes and destroying this smell like a ghost that haunts me and drives me crazy.
I don’t know how long it took, but I was also tired of destruction. I sat on the ground and cried, waving my fist and pounding the tile floor. My fist was smashed with blood.
Blood spattered on my face, and my eyes were bloodshot and ferocious.
I hate it!
I hate it!
……
Aishi knocked on the door all night. I knew it was dark and then it lit up again. I finally got tired and fell asleep on the floor.
When I woke up, I didn’t remember to book a hotel room at the previous clock. I was sent back to my original hotel.
There are many people around, including Ai Shi Yu Mu, Chen Yi, Li Yuxing and Sister Lin.
"Is Wang Tong better?" Li Yuxing asked earnestly.
My hand was wrapped in bandages for many layers.
Everyone’s faces are full of sympathy and loss. I think Aishi has told them everything that happened.
"Brothers don’t torture themselves by leaving a woman," Yu Mu and I looked at me with the most intimate sympathy and said.
I just shook my head and stared at the ceiling overhead.
"Let him be alone, everyone." Yu Mu sighed and knew the method. At this time, I communicated and told everyone to exit the door together.
The blood has been extinguished.
The heart also stopped beating.
Nothing means anything to me.
As the saying goes in a Chinese Odyssey.
Life is sad and death is bitter?
Chapter 453 Retirement
I was lying in bed in a daze, thinking about Zhong Yi. From the first meeting in the Internet cafe until now, every bit of Zhong Yi’s hiding was so perfect that I didn’t realize it at all.
When I think back to the moment when Zhong Yi’s father took out the wedding invitation, my heart ached and I closed my eyes and stopped thinking about it.
"Wang Tong" Ai Shi knocked at the door and then pushed the door.
Aishi sat on the bed with a bowl full of rice and vegetables and said to me, "Are you better?"
I looked at Aishi with my eyes open and my head turned dull and said to her, "Aishi, do you think everyone should go through so many ups and downs when growing up?"
Ai Shi pursed her lips and said to me, "Didn’t you tell me that one person’s suffering is conservation? You said that the suffering of a little girl like me was finished in my childhood, and the day after tomorrow will be very happy. I think I will give you this sentence back. One person’s suffering is conservation. What you are suffering now is the foundation of post-happiness."
I didn’t lift my eyelids and continued to be sluggish, saying, "Oh, well, happiness will lay the foundation."
I sat up slightly and leaned against the bed and said, "I think everyone should have a goal. My goal is to pursue an ordinary and simple life. I have been striving for this goal since I stepped into the competition circle. All I have done is simply to be with my lover, but when someone tells you that everything is in vain, your life is in a huge drama group. Who can you trust? What is that purpose that support your struggle? "
Aishi bowed her head and said, "I don’t know …"
I smiled and prepared to lie down and say, "I shouldn’t tell you this. You need positive energy more. I won’t say it."
Aishi looked up and said, "No, go ahead. I like listening to you."
I met Aishi one leng, and those sparkling eyes aroused a small splash in my heart.
Then I sighed and said, "I’ve said all I have to say. There’s nothing to say about complaining."
Aishi asked, "Will you continue to play professionally?"
I thought about it for a moment and asked Aishi, "I said that I just want to be with my lover, but now no matter how hard I try, I have lost my purpose of playing professionally. What do you think I can do to continue?"
Aishi quickly said, "Forget yourself. Why do you always forget others when you are a professional?"
"Yourself? I have nothing to be good for myself. I won’t go to the profession as soon as I am. "I smiled at myself.
"Wang Tong" Aishi shouted my name.
"Huh?" I looked at her.
"You play League of Legends this type of game is what? What do you want to play? " Aishi asked.
I thought about it and said, "Because this competitive game can prove that I am better than others in this respect, think about playing a hero myself, but others are fighting wits and ideas to crush them, which can bring happiness."
Ai Shi nodded and said, "Yes, professional players just enlarge this. Every professional player wants to be the best in this field, and wants to tell others that he is excellent in this field. Since your skills are so strong before entering the profession, your idea is still very heavy. Why do you want to transfer this excuse to Zhong Yishen now? Isn’t it a goal worth fighting for that you are the best in this field and have to apply for a professional certificate yourself? "
"Our first playoff match in three days is AMG. You have to come," Aishi added.
After listening to Ai Shi’s words, I thought for a moment, then burst out laughing and said, "You little girl is still reasoning with me. You are right, but I look down on this kind of thing. It’s not worth fighting for. Sister Shi, go practice. I’ll make things clear to Li Yuxing."
Aishi’s eyes darkened and said, "Oh, do you eat?"
I said, "Eat and be hungry."
Aishi barely smiled and said, "Well, then you can eat and I’ll make it myself."
Aishi put the food on my bedside table and gave me a complicated look and closed the door.
I smiled, took the bowl of rice, smelled it, and then shoveled it.
A person’s heart really dies.
It’s not how sad the surface is
No matter how sad you seem, in fact, you may still wonder if you are still a little bit likely to hope that your sadness can be seen or sympathized or regretted by that person and look forward to new possibilities.
A person’s real heart death is that he can’t see anything strange on the surface. In fact, his heart has already undergone earth-shaking changes. If you don’t think about it, you may have a feeling of dying.
That’s what I am now.
On the surface, there is nothing so sad as the disappearance of a clock memory.
In fact, my heart has been dead for a long time, and my beliefs have changed with it. Nothing else can affect me anymore.
I slept well. I had a big meal, got up, packed all my things, and then went to the training room. Li Yuxing was wearing a pair of glasses to study AMG array and tactical play. When I came over, I laughed. "Wang Tong? Have you recovered? Come and train. "
I smiled and said, "What’s wrong with training without the auxiliary?"
Li Yuxing was one leng and then said, "Oh, don’t you worry about this? Our team has come from all over the world to replace five people. Our backup assistance is very strong and will definitely suit you."
I shook my head and said, "No need. If the coach’s assistance is gone, it’s gone. It’s not an assistance to come again."
Li Yuxing didn’t know what to say at the moment.